I think this is going to be quite a long post, so if that's not your thing, please do not bother posting bitchy comments saying "I never bother reading posts of more than a couple of paragraphs", just don't read it, OK?
I've recently started to feel quite ashamed of the breadth of my musical ignorance (particularly where post-1990 stuff is concerned). It's got to the stage where I hear myself saying "The Arctic who?" or just staring blankly when people mention bands everyone's heard of, and I realise I need help.
I don't remember ever making a conscious decision to stop listening to new stuff, but after leaving university I did seem to get so busy with travelling and work that I stopped listening to the radio/reading music papers/at all remotely following what was going on musically. I've just clung to a handful of artists that I loved in the 80s and periodically updated myself on what they and/or their collaboratirs are doing now (and even then I've been shocked by how much I've missed in the interim).
I know I should start listening to the radio/watching Later/exploring MySpace more. I've realised, though, that I am actually quite scared. There's just so much stuff out there and I have very limited time and money to spend on music. I don't want to turn into one of those music buffs who spends 90% of their take-home pay on CDs and ends up with a house full of records they have never even had time to take out of the sleeve.
I'm also scared that I have invested so much emotional energy in the artists I do follow and they've become so much part of my identity that it would be terrible if I suddenly discovered there are about fifty bands out there that I like better than them. It would literally be like losing my religion or realising that I no longer loved a spouse of twenty years. I really don't think it would happen (I haven't lived in a total bubble - I do hear music in shops/round friends' houses/on the telly and nothing's ever touched me like David or my other favourite artists) but it is a real fear.
Does anyone else know what I mean or am I just burbling on incomprehensibly? And does anyone have any suggestions of things to lsiten to or other ways I can expand my musical horizons?